Goodbye...:(

goodbye my dear freind , my family , my grandfather

this time of peace has come

god is here inside you and me

and thy comes the breaking dawn...

we stood together and held each others hand

until came the sadness pain and stress

sitting down with each other playing cards 

is somthing i will miss...

we always laughed and smiled 

until your sickness came 

but somthing i hope to never forget 

is my worry stone grandma gave me and your name...

so so long my dear friend 

as both of you hold my hands 

i will always keep you inside my heart 

untill the last momemnt i may stand....

Phil Zocollilo...and Jennete Zocolillo

both who died of , lung cancer and breast cancer

grandpa and grandma    

People are cruel...

         This is a lesson I cant get enough of , wether you like it or not.
While people shout out your name , or you get made fun of or , people talkin behind your back or , getten laughed at cause you cant get a girl who likes you , and beating you DOWN TO YOUR BLOOD tellin you YOU HAVE NO SKILL .
       Some times you give in and beleive them , somtimes you get mad and wish you were somone better than yourself , somtimes you want to show you are better than them and prove them wrong
        Lets face it ... somtimes people are cruel
        And so as you wait there and wait for somone to help you no one comes...
its usually the samer for me , most of the time .
        But honestly no one is perfect , its all part a belief or just to make somone feel good about them self , but it goes on , and on , and on , and nevert stops .
        Lets be honest ... sometimes people are cruel .
one day you are out sitting in a class room and you feel upset or sad , then someone comes to you and tries to start something you never intended on doing . then you say leave me alone and they keep pushing you around  until your feet bursts right through the floor and tell him , you had enough! 
        its already bad enough that people judge others but why do you intend on being that person who picked on you ? isnt it easier to just leave out all the rest and forget it ?
        we all feel sad we all feel mad we all feel jellous we all feel worthless one day or another , no one feels nothing other wise they would be nothing