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Wednesday, February 15, 2012

[sighs] 2011

             Well here we are , 2012 and it seems like every one is enjoying it . Well , some are , but my 2012 is kind of rough . Well when the year started it really was not that bad , at least until I heard some terrible news coming to January 5th . I heard my grandfather had lung cancer and had to live with me for a few months or a year .
At first it really was not a big deal for him to come but after all the waiting and tests and stress , it has gotten a lot harder than it was before . but we really had no choice  . He was alone , because of the other cancer my grandmother suffered from so he needed to stay with someone .
Usually we do have a good time with everyone but , some days are not so sunny . sometimes their is tears , pain , and mostly stress , and sometimes everyone is being really cranky , and get sick , but as I know as much as my parents tell me we all have to work together and get through this mess .
Some times my grandfather breaks down and it gets harder for him to breath , and now he has to use a machine to keep some air left in him .  Now , its not as bad as my grandmas cancer when all she could do was stay in bed all day .
But at least my grandfather can walk and go any where he wants , he just needs someone with him . And sometimes he will complain he is not a fighter and will never make it and he cant take the pain , but he knows none of my family will let him go , and we will help him through this .
over the past few days days he has gotten better news about his health and not doing another test to get it over with , but however he still misses his home and his girlfriend . The doctors even said he might be with us for a long time but , really that sucks don’t you think ? especially seeing as his girlfriend is waiting for him to return but may not come he home . If that happend to me I would probably want to cry for a month or so .
but I promised him he will go home and I wont let him stay away from home forever or his girl friend
he deserves better and will end up like its suppose to be , he will end up going home .

2 comments:

  1. this is very sad but funny at some parts of this story but it is really gud

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  2. Really good story N8 even if he does not make it you know that he will be going to a better place and not have to suffer through the pain any more. Good luck man

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